Unity and community on the Oval
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Photos by Jo McCulty
More than 2,000 Ohio State community members gathered on the
Oval Sept. 19, the first day of classes, for a candlelight vigil
to mourn the thousands of lives lost in the Sept. 11 terrorist attacks
on the United States. Friends and strangers alike held hands in
prayer, and were encouraged to maintain the sense of community and
compassion toward others that has arisen from the tragedy.
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As part of the ceremony, which featured several
University speakers, English Professor David Citino read a poem,
Cell Phone, that he wrote for the vigil.
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Cell Phone
This is the awful music of our days. A cell phone rings and rings. We
lift it to our ear, and all at once dust
falls over lower Manhattan and the Pentagon, and dust blows all the
way to Columbus, our state's name now
two moans around a shriek of grief, disbelief, Oh!ÐHi!-Oh!, dust darkening
the Olentangy and Scioto, Alum Creek,
all rivers running down to the Ohio, up to Lake Erie, caking our faces
and hair, so that we are all the same hue,
black ones, brown, yellow, red and white suddenly ashen, streaked with
tears like those ancients ones who mourned
in dust and ash. Look at us. We're older than ever we've been. Sirens
rise, and those thunders we'll never forget,
louder than our laboring hearts. I know you're not going to believe
this, but buildings have disappeared! Now,
words unimaginable. Hello, Honey. It's me. Your husband, loving wife,
your baby girl. I'm calling from far above, below.
It doesn't look good. I want you to know whatever happens to me I love
you. If you love me back, promise this never
will happen again to anyone. You'll hear my voice again never, except
in your mortal dreams, the troubled winds.
You'll never be again as you were. Click. He's gone! She's no longer
there! Now what are we going to do?
O citizens, we must never forget how precious are those voices who've
gone out of our lives, those songs
the history of loss and regret. How easily they slip away, breaths soft
as snowfall, as innocent as the stars
ticking above. Mom. Can you hear me? Dad? Squeeze my hand if you're
still with us. We must calculate
the distance between the worst and best we can be. We've been burned
by the fires scouring vast craters
of hatred, barred cells of closed minds. And we've seen a gathering
spirit deep and inexhaustible, a hospice
of hands reaching out to hands that need, the toiling of rugged archangels
in uniform, helmets, thick coats.
When do they sleep, we wonder? A phone rings. All over the world, the
phones go off. Hello. I love you.
I'm on a plane. I'm sitting at my desk, looking at your picture, our
sweet babies. It doesn't look good.
There's three of us who are going to do something about it. Goodbye.
Hello. I love you. Goodbye.
Hello, Mommy! The building is on fire. I can't breathe. The messages
continue, murmurs and words
from beyond the stink of this smoldering world. They're trying to reach
us, knowing we're running
out of time. Find a way, they say, to persevere, if not to love, at
least to live with one another.
After injustice is punished, realize you are one and the same, whatever
your fictions of difference.
As terrible as you feel now, our going must give hope, show how desperate
a life can be when you forget
what being human means. Accept this life that is your gift. Learn your
way out of the tunnels of dark
to the beauty inside that makes us worthy of each other. Goodbye. Hello.
Goodbye. Hello. Goodbye. Hello.
-- By DAVID CITINO, Ohio State Professor of English
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